madness.
i never write something or even talk rubbish here anymore since what? last year? and that was on 12 of march. pfffttt embarassing.
I didn't write something on my birthday last year. hahahha pathetic.
well, guess what has been coming.
guess what?
life.
yes it is.
it takes everything.
my body. my mind. my undeniably non busy times. my life.
even life takes my life. lol
yeah i know. this is confusing but i felt like that.
it takes everything and it demands more.
Lot of things happened actually but I never wrote again here and now I forgot lot of things.
I guess no I think I'm sure having short-term lost memories.
I'm no good with memorizing people names. especially when they're not that important for me or in my life. she or he's not some kind of people that worth it for me to remember. there. that's bad I know. but I can't help it. I refuse well I guess my mind refused my brain to remember or works hard to remember such a simple things, which is name.
that's a problem for me, kinda huge problem and now become a burden because hell when I met someone that I knew someday and suddenly BOOM 'DAMMIT! I forgot her name or his name and I don't have any freakin idea what should I call him/her?'
have you ever felt like that?
well, I DID and sometimes it's embarassing pffft but I could handle it by saying sorry or just make a joke for it.
did you even notice that I said sometimes there? well, yeah lol it happened quite often LOL. not talking about that /scoff
Here, actually I wanna asking myself about my life. About what I'm gonna do later and what I wanna be later.
I kinda question myself lately, because there's someone who makes me realized and questioning myself lately.
"what am I doing?"
"why am I here?"
"what are you going to do?"
"what's your plan?"
"where are you going?"
"who you want to be?"
but the important one
the special one is,
"who are you?"
biggest question that I don't know how to answer it. that I don't even know the answers for all of those question. The question that makes me thinks and question myself "Am I doing everything right until now? Am I right?"
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Music Bank Jakarta
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well, I'm gonna share my story about my experience at that day. the day of MuBank held in Jakarta
I will try to use my english, so sorry if I made a mistake lol
there will gonna be a lot of mistake in grammar, but at least I try kkkk
ok here we go
Yesterday morning I feel not really well because I just felt slightly fine after got cold a day ago.
and then I woke up feel so excited but not really. just so so. gave a lil update at fanbase and tracking situation and condition and get to sleep again. anyway, I woke up around 6 and up for 30 minutes and decided to sleep again since I know I need my strength for later. set up my alarm to 8AM.
exactly at 8AM I woke up and tracked down timeline for an hour and seems like everybody had been there even my friends prepared her self to went there. meanwhile here I am, feel like so so. excited but don't wanna too much.
I even have time to spazzing, watching and remember fanchant lol, ate my breakfast slowly. turn on my computer for an hour, and then decided to showered around 10.30 AM, when I made a plan with my cousin to started our journey at 11AM. HAHAHAHAH forever ngaret.
11AM I finished with everything. I put my lightstick, jacket-in case for the rain-and then towel for my sweat. because I knew how it feel to watch concert at GBK. HOT YOOO
lol. waited 30 min for my cousin -___- huhuhu feeling will be too late.
we decided to take train and bus after that. yeaaah I reached GBK just 1 hour with slightly traffic jam because a lot of people went to GBK and it was crowded lol.
I did my pray first and then ready to war!
it's started drizzle and every ELF opened their umbrella even they had their raincoat hahaha. there's this vendor who sold the umbrella and I thought 'dude, we're ELF, we knew what our Idol is-the rain of God' lol.
I met ka tasya!! huhuhu and then asked about my cousin ticket since she should change the email into the ticket first. we asked and we should change the ticket not at the main gate but at the opposite gate which is SOOOO FAARR AWAAY. it's not beside but opposite. ugh.
because my cousin felt worried, because she doesn't get her ticket yet, she decided to went there alone. I wanna be with her, accompanied her, but I should be at the main gate with ka icha since we waited for mba aby and meet her there.
finally we separated because that's the only way, I felt bad :(
then I went to ka tasya again kkkk, we talked a lot. we decided to ate lunch because we afraid we couldn't get it anymore since we would be busy queued.
we ate fried rice for Rp 15.000 and it's not that good. but we have no choice. we should eat or we could collapsed inside or worse outside when we queued.
we met ka icha and ka arina and we stayed there because mba aby already there, and then ka mutia came and ka lina and ami. hahaha.
around 4 mba aby went to change her email into ticket and we switch turns to went to toilet since we won't even missed out every one performance just because we wanna pee in the middle of concert lol. and such a long way to went out to found the toilet hahhaa
shortly, we started queued around 5PM when they said the gate would be opened at 6PM.
fortunately, I wasn't alone. Me, ka mutia and ka icha.
we asked some people where we should queued. some people said this queue for fest a seating and some said for fest a standing when in fact that's for standing.
kamut said to me and ka icha 'do you dare to gambling in this?' she mean we should fight to be in front of the queued because the queued already long and we wanted to cheat by standing beside the queued near front lol. I knew we cheated but there was no choice, sorry.
we stand and wait for around 30min and we sang along with the song (there's sound system outside) and we did fanchant lol had so much fun. some people said "buka! buka!" it means open the gate. we protested them to open the gate since so many people had been ready to go inside -_- and they finally opened it.
CHAOS! push here and there. I wore my backpack on my back when I got hit by realization "MY LIGHTSTICK ON MY BAG and people behind me push me nonstop!!! NOOO!!"
I shrieked, and said "MY LIGHTSTIIICKKK!!" and tried hard to grab and change position of my backpack in front of me. huhuhuhu
because it was chaos, the security and guard was like "HOLD ON! HOLD ON! DON'T PUSH!" and we were like "PEOPLE FROM BEHIND PUSH NONSTOP! WE COULDN'T DO ANYTHING"
the funny things, because the security couldn't do anything towards pushing things, he just put his hands up like gesturing 'hold on' things and then the song still can be heard and he wave his hand like he gestured 'put your hands up things' shit. that was crazy and funny at the same time. he said 'hold onnn~~~ be patient. everybody could entered the venue~~~' and he swayed his hand. shit lololol 3 of us laughed crazily.
finally we could entered the venue and we entered standing area, we decided to be in standing area first but when we saw how chaotic standing was, we decided to be in seating area, but we couldn't find any way to entered the seating area and we jump! we climbed the fence. first ka icha, kamut and finally me. we hold and help our belongings, I injured my self when I climbed the fence. I tried to ignore it and just walked it off. when I looked up try to find ka icha and kamut. THEY'VE GONE!!! ;;;;;;
I wanted to be panicked, but I couldn't. because my injured. I was holding it. try to not scream and try to walked but it's useless. I checked my phone, and the battery almost drained. it was around 5% before it turned off. I try to breathe and searched them in the crowded. I sat and dialed ka icha's number. she wasn't picked up. then I decided to searched on my own, I looked up here and there. I thought 'I should search people who looked like me. blank and try to find someone' and I spotted them! lol. I try to walked. it was hard. kamut noticed me and waved. try to make them visible for me. I saw you kamut! lol
FINALLY! I sat and catched on my breath. told them about my injury. they said sorry and I was like its ok, but I nearly cried because they left me ;;;;
we waited, people still entered the venue. it was crowded. and we relieved because we choose to seat because in standing area, FULL OF PEOPLE. hahahahah it was crazy.
anyway we saw wonkyu banner. hehehe. me and kamut spazzing. we talked 2 hours, laughing and spazzing lolol because we were bored, I felt happy.
when people filled the venue, around 1 hour after the gate opened, people started shouted "shinee! shinee! shinee!" kkkk and then after that "Syupe junior! super junior! super junior!" and then end. lol.
not long after that, there's some kind of promotional video, clip city of Jakarta and then the guest star, we shouted for every guest star at the end there's 'presented by ATE (the promotor)' and we automatically woo~~~ HAHAHHA sucks.
we watched that for 30 minutes, they play that clip over and over and people can't get over it seriously hahahah they shouted over and over for their idols. indeed Indonesian Kpopers hahahah
I get tired and just spazzing with ka icha and kamut. when suddenly they played MV of every guest star. I forgot the order. who is second and third. from what I remember they played first,
Super Junior - Sexy, Free and Single
Beast MV, Fiction and Beautiful Night.
Infinite - The Chaser.
Sistar - Alone
SHINee - Sherlock
Eru - (I don't know the title of the song >< sorry.)
2PM - Heartbeat
I LIKE IT! Try to search the fancam before the show started, we even shouted and sing along even there's no idols who sang it in front of us yet. We just sing along and did fanchant eventho that was just the MV hahaha. LOVE IT!
Oh yeah, before they played the MVs, people started shouted "CHO KYUHYUN!" over and over because he was MC for MuBank kkk. ELF <3 guys="" lovely="" p="" so="" you="">
After that the show started. We were gone wild. First, the MC appeared. there are 4 MC, Kyuhyun, Taecyeon, a girl who knows korean and english (I don't know who she is) and Nadya Mulia (she's from Indonesia).
They started call every guest star. we shouted and the last is SUPER JUNIOR! AWESOME OPENING! hahahha
after that MC started their opening and the first performance was Teen Top with Miss Right.
HUHUHUHU I even like the song now hahhaa well I knew the song but doesn't like it that much but because they were rock and I love it now hahahha.
We were hyped, they were hyped. after first song teen top greeted us, said hi and apa kabar when suddenly the staff run to them with MCs. The position was at the front. Taecyeon and staff try to make teen top step backwards to move and there was some discussion between them. another staff prepared for second song of teen top, To You. I knew it since there was this box, their property for To You.
Teen Top looks like they pissed, Taecyeon and staff said something to them. Seems like there's some technical error. We don't know. Because they were discussed ON THE STAGE for around 5 minutes?
Teen Top move to the side of the stage, they entered the backstage but before they were gone, we started chanted "GWENCHANA! GWENCHANA!" which is means "IT'S OK. IT'S OK!" :''''') TOUCHED.
they were touched, and I forgot was it Niel or Ricky, he waved at us and we screamed.
They entered the backstage and staff took the boxes.
Not long after that the song started, Teen Top sang Miss Right again. They did it again. Seems like the staff forgot to recorded it or there was an error things with the camera or anything. We dunno.
After that they sang To You and Crazy. WE SANG ALONG and I did the fanchant kkkkk. I remembered To You's fanchant. Maybe I got A++ for that lol
they were good. but I got bothered because people behind me niel's biased. HARDCORE.
she's younger than me. maybe 15? 16? well, she got freaking annoying screaming voice.
damn! her voice just soooo SHRILL. TOTALLY.
The shit things was cameramen always captured niel face. It's not I hate him, it's just I always burst out into laugh because I remember about riris and sarol. LOL because of them I never saw niel like normal person anymore. hahaaaha
She shouted well shrilly "NIEEEELLLLL~~~~"
WELL BYE. DAMN dude. because of her, I couldn't screamed for L.Joe or cap or changjo. damn. feel defeated before make any moves.
After that, sistar performance. hahahahahaha. Dasom so beautiful ;A;
I forgot the order again, if I'm not mistake it's Alone, gone not around and the last is loving you.
anyway, there were fanboy there. in front of us hahahhaa
they sat in a line. 2 and in front of them there were 2 and 2 again and then 3. they cheered the best for sistar and couldn't control their expression hahahahha
I recorded it because they're so funny!
After that MCs appeared, LOL kyu did the sexy dance, I mean alone dance hahahaha.
SO sorry for the order, I really forgot hahaha
I will wrote what I remember ya hahaha
After that Eru appeared. got mellowed and hyped. he sang his song, 2 of his song and then insomnia korean vers. he's good and handsome. looks like junsu ><
kyaaaww
after that Infinite appeared. I screamed loudest!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
sang along and did fanchant mihihihi
Hoya and L got the loudest screamed. I dunno anymore. damn. why L should be the one who got the best popularity hereeeeeeeeeee ;;;;;;;;
why not nam? or sunggyu? or yeol? WHYYYY
sigh.
they performed the chaser. After that they performed BTD. WEEWW Scorpion dance makes us went wild lol
then after that if I'm not mistake, they did introduction. hoya shouted his cheering lol. "I said Ho you said Ya. HO!" "YA!" "HO!" "YA!" kkkkkk
still, L got the best screamed. everybody screamed. ga ngerti lagi deh -____-
I don't get what they were talked about but they said some bahasa language, couldn't catched the word hahaha
I HATE CAMERAMEN!! WHY he always captured L ;;;;;;;; NOOOO huhuhu
but when infinite performed I never stop saying "I'M DONE WITH ALL OF THIS! I'M DONE! SELESAI HIDUP GUE SELESAAAIII! ADOOOHH" while try to sit but jumped again. I feel like my soul out from my body hahahha.
after that they performed be mine and everybody sang along and I was alone did the fanchant. sigh.
Then MC appeared, said something, eru and hyorin did special stage. they sang mellow song from Indonesia the title 'Kemesraan'
Eru and Hyorin did good. Their pronouncation were good. We sang along at the refrain kkkkk
Goosebumps.
After that Beast appeared. They sang Beautiful Night, Shock and the last one Fiction.
We sang along and did fanchant too. We really had fun! hahahha
After that there were special stage again. Idols would sing OST drama.
Soyu SISTAR sang I think I love you from Full House
Woohyun INFINITE sang dreaming from Dream High
SHINee sang Stand By Me from BBF
well, actually me and kamut expected yesung would sang It Has To Be You. He sang OST too. We got excited but after SHINee performed and then that's the end hahhaha
Then after that Afgan performed with Without You and Katakan Tidak. I like Katakan Tidak :) sounds good.
Got little dissapointed but many people didn't know his song. He should sing mellow song, which common people known it. But well, he did great :) and I heard that Beast and some korean staff looked at him after he did his performance, even Beast members showed their thumbs up like 'good. good'
MCs appeared anymore. I don't get what MC said, but Nadia there like translator. She did well :) she said everything what other MC said. From the first everytime MC done with their job, we always shouted "CHO KYUHYUN! CHO KYUHYUN!" LMAO
and he replied our shouted with waved and smiled, we shouted even more after that.
after watched him like that kamut and I decided to shouted cho kyuhyun everytime he's done mc-ing lol. because he's just soooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute and innocent lol like he proud and feel welcome here hahahha
There were special stage from S4 and Teen Top too :)
First they dance together after that Teen Top said something maybe like they prepared special stage for us and S4 did really well to learned and we should give the best support for them and then Teen Top cheered for S4 and they gone to the backstage after that S4 danced to Teen Top's song No More Perfume On You.
They did really well. They even sang the song. Seems like they do it live. no lipsync. WOW.
After that Teen Top appear and I was like "NOOOOOO. Don't tell me they exchange their song."
they do!
MAAAANNN I went crazy with kamut hahahhaha. we sang along and did fanchant. SHE'S MY GIRL! DON'T TOUCH TOUCH! MA BABY GIRL! DON'T TOUCH TOUCH!
Teen Top even sang it. they sang with bahasa language. teared up ;A;
Maybe they thought, S4 could sang our korean song, we should sang their song too! hahaha
both of them did really great!
After that SHINee!!!!!!!!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
everybody gone crazy. more crazy. because I thought, yesterday there were SOOO many Shawols and ELF too lol maybe they stand for 2 fandom HAHHAHA
SHINee brought beautiful, sherlock and last is their comeback song dream girl!
well, we did really well for sherlock's fanchant hahahhaha
proud.
MCs appeared again, but now just 3 from 4 of them. since after that 2pm will perform. after MC done with announcement we shouted "CHO KYUHYUN! CHO KYUHYUN!" and before kyu went down, he smiled brightly. idiotically. brightly. and waved. BYE BANGET hahahahhaha
cho kyuhyun such a troll hahahhaha
2pm appeared and sang heartbeat, hands up and 10 out of 10.
2PM did the best fanservice. they asked nicely if we wanted their picture then they made a pose at the centre, in the front, at the right stage, and left stage and centre stage again. WOW
anyway, afgan asked for picture too when he asked I was like "no. I won't do it. I mean, I'm expensive." lol jokes.
SHINee asked to take a pic with them too <3 p="">
THAT WAS AWESOME. FUN. AND CRAZY. THE BEST MOMENT EVER. I even felt like this is the best concert I ever watched hahah dunno. maybe because I had someone to fangirling to lol. I dunno. But I really had fun with ka icha and kamut. They are the best!!!!
MC appeared again but now just 2 of them. Ladies. Since after this SJ will perform.
SJ appeared and sang Bonamana rock Vers. I COULDN'T SCREAM that much ;;;;;
TIRED. TOTALLY. But I did my best to cheered.
SJ so hyped. They run here and there as usual. typical SJ. I dunno anymore. my eyes searched for hyuk hahhaa. he wore sleeveless. fuckin' sleeveless. GA PAHAM LAGI!
SELESAI HIDUP GUE! hahahahah
after that they did introduction hahaha. 4D yesung hahahahha. he shouted Jakarta~~ JAKARTAAAA~~
I thought he wanna said something after that but he didn't said anything. damn. hahahha I expected too much that dorky hahahha
siwon said something in english, couldn't catch the word.
then kyu cutely intro in bahasa and said "kalian senang? saya juga." and then he cheated the word that he wrote lol
he said "kalian cantik sekali! aku cinta kamu!" and we went wild hahahahha
the last was hyuk, he said "syudah siap bersenang-senang?" two times. he said "aku cinta kamu" hahahha
he even forget to said his name lol
after that oppa oppa when we shouted suju oppa they went out like they did at GDA hahah and dance break time for yeye. LOL
GO YESUNG GO YESUNG GO YESUNG. hahahaha
after that they performed sexy free and single.
WE SANG ALONG! wohoooooo
hahahha
then the end.
all of artist went out and MCs said some goodbye word and sang Run To You. BOUNCE WITH ME BOUNCE BOUNCE BOUNCE! well since almost the audience were ELF and we knew about this song from kangin hahahhahha
we sang along. kkkk
after that I dunno anymore. Every artist gave fanservice here and there. took selca together. just selca of them or with other members. woohyun kissed one of fangirls. hae took selca with fans. sistar members took selca with fans with member. I dunno where should I took my eyes to. Everyone really had fun. I dunno anymore. I gave up. but still the last man standing. SJ.
SJ and 2PM gave the last greet. they bowed at the centre, in front of stage, right and left stage.
There were confetti. Yeye played with it. He gathered the confetti and then he showered people with it. I mean not fans but other artist. he is really dork hahaha
even he gathered it in his hand and he blowed it up to hyuk face and then hae. when he blowed the confetti to hae, the confetti stucked to hae's face since hae drenched with sweat lol
I love my dorky boys :3
Wook even gave his hat to one of fans. First that fans gave shirt and hat to wook and then she scretched her hand like want something too. maybe just holding hands or shake hands is enough but wook gave her his hat. HIS FREAKIN HAT. THAT'S EXPENSIVE!!! WHY? because everything that SJ's wore would be expensive!!!! PLEASE ;;;A;;;;
ohyeah, siwon wasn't there for the last bow. I dunno where he was :(
Yesung the last artist to be on stage, he waved and waved and waved again and again before he entered the backstage. Then the end.
THAT WAS AWESOME. FUN. AND CRAZY. THE BEST MOMENT EVER. I even felt like this is the best concert I ever watched hahah dunno. maybe because I had someone to fangirling to lol. I dunno. But I really had fun with ka icha and kamut. They are the best!!!!
I had fun! REALLYYY!! HUHUHU
Thank you somuch for mba aby to give me (us) the best moment we ever had ;;;
BLESS YA MBA ABY!!! :)
well, that's all. my fanacc hahaha. I wrote this like 2 days. since I got tired to wrote this in english. there are a lot of grammar mistake! I KNOW. I'M SORRY! well at least I try hahahha
I'm sorry to forget the order of performance lol. so sorry.
that's my story. how about yours? kkkk
Thursday, August 2, 2012
the first
suatu pagi hari yang tenang. gue seperti biasa naik ancot ke sekolah. terus pas kebanyakan turun di pondok kopi gue sama devira karena emang bukan turun disitu ga ikutan turun (?)
eh pas penumpang pada turun gue liat dompet. yes dompet ditempat duduk. gue tau itu dompet siapa karena gue tau yang duduk depan gue itu siapa (?)
jadi maksudnya gue udh kenal muka orang yg duduk depan gue dan orang itu buru2 turun ga sadar kalau dompetnya ketinggalan dalem angkot.
gue panik, gue ambil dompet itu pas gue nengok keluar. tuh orang udah keburu belok. gue makin panik sama temen gue. aish. kebetulan banget suara gue belum sembuh bener gara2 ilang kemaren -________- gue coba buka dompetnya tapi ga berani. terus tiba2 abang ancotnya ngomong "apaan dek?" "dompet bang. duh gimana nih" "dompet ya? yaudah sini" dia ngulurin tangannya dan gue dengan pasrah kasih tuh dompet
terus tuh abang taro didashboardnya. gue makin waswas. tuh abang malah ngomong "nemu dimana dek?" "disitu bang dibangku" "orangnya kemana?" "gatau udah belok tadi bang" "yaudah tenang tar juga dia ngejar kesini kok"
nah gue makin ngerasa ga wajar. gimana ngejar coba -,-
"ga lah bang. orang tadi dia buru2 gitu kayanya dia ga sadar deh dompetnya ilang" "yaudah tar juga dia lapor polisi"
terus "oh itu dia kali tuh yg naik ojek" "bukan bang" (entah kenapa gue yakin) "yaudah tar juga dia tau mobilnya" "yaampun bang 03 banyak kali ga cuman satu didunia"
HAHAHAHAH sumpah gue udah mulai curiga. ape2an sih nih abang2 ancot
"udah sini bang saya aja tar saya yg balikin," "gausah tar juga dia lapor polisi" "eeerr gausah bang saya aja yg kasih ke dia tar. itu tadi ada nomor hpnya disitu" daaaaannn gue pun berdebat bentar sama abangnya sampe turun dari ancot. tetep aje tuh dompet ga dikasih. terus tiba2 temen gue (nurul) maksa ke abang2 ancot itu hahah. bantuin gue dan akhirnya tuh abang nyerah dan dikasih ke gue
ah gue inget itu pas gue lagi TO
terus pas TO otak gue cuman gimana gue ngembaliin nih dompet. tuh dompet udah gue utak atik. gue mau coba ke alamat dia, eeeeh tuh KTP daerah hahahah anjir gue makin bingung
gue gatau apa2an. ada duit sekitar 53.000 terus foto2 doi sama cewenya. emas dan surat2 dan kartu nama PT gitu sama KTP dia
hah. gue bingung gue cari jalan ke sana kemari dan akhirnya temen2 nyuruh gue ke EQ (tempat les) dan cari cara ke pak bamz
hahhaa gue cerita ini-itu ke pak bamz dan pak bamz bilang "yang jelas jangan kamu serahin ke polisi. ribet urusannya. jadi panjang."
wah gue tambah pusing. pas gue coba telpon PT ny kata mbanya doi lagi keluar
hadeeeh ==="
gue buntu. trus akhirnya pak bamz turun tangan dan nelvon sendiri. eh pak bamz ngobrol beneran itu orangnya! kerja di situ hahah. terus pak bamz suruh ajak ketemuan. HAAA AKHIRNYA ketemu deh dan gue kasih tuh dompetnya hehhee
selamet deh gue
itu pengalaman banget kayanya nemu dompet begitu dan bisa dibalikin :) hehe
eh pas penumpang pada turun gue liat dompet. yes dompet ditempat duduk. gue tau itu dompet siapa karena gue tau yang duduk depan gue itu siapa (?)
jadi maksudnya gue udh kenal muka orang yg duduk depan gue dan orang itu buru2 turun ga sadar kalau dompetnya ketinggalan dalem angkot.
gue panik, gue ambil dompet itu pas gue nengok keluar. tuh orang udah keburu belok. gue makin panik sama temen gue. aish. kebetulan banget suara gue belum sembuh bener gara2 ilang kemaren -________- gue coba buka dompetnya tapi ga berani. terus tiba2 abang ancotnya ngomong "apaan dek?" "dompet bang. duh gimana nih" "dompet ya? yaudah sini" dia ngulurin tangannya dan gue dengan pasrah kasih tuh dompet
terus tuh abang taro didashboardnya. gue makin waswas. tuh abang malah ngomong "nemu dimana dek?" "disitu bang dibangku" "orangnya kemana?" "gatau udah belok tadi bang" "yaudah tenang tar juga dia ngejar kesini kok"
nah gue makin ngerasa ga wajar. gimana ngejar coba -,-
"ga lah bang. orang tadi dia buru2 gitu kayanya dia ga sadar deh dompetnya ilang" "yaudah tar juga dia lapor polisi"
terus "oh itu dia kali tuh yg naik ojek" "bukan bang" (entah kenapa gue yakin) "yaudah tar juga dia tau mobilnya" "yaampun bang 03 banyak kali ga cuman satu didunia"
HAHAHAHAH sumpah gue udah mulai curiga. ape2an sih nih abang2 ancot
"udah sini bang saya aja tar saya yg balikin," "gausah tar juga dia lapor polisi" "eeerr gausah bang saya aja yg kasih ke dia tar. itu tadi ada nomor hpnya disitu" daaaaannn gue pun berdebat bentar sama abangnya sampe turun dari ancot. tetep aje tuh dompet ga dikasih. terus tiba2 temen gue (nurul) maksa ke abang2 ancot itu hahah. bantuin gue dan akhirnya tuh abang nyerah dan dikasih ke gue
ah gue inget itu pas gue lagi TO
terus pas TO otak gue cuman gimana gue ngembaliin nih dompet. tuh dompet udah gue utak atik. gue mau coba ke alamat dia, eeeeh tuh KTP daerah hahahah anjir gue makin bingung
gue gatau apa2an. ada duit sekitar 53.000 terus foto2 doi sama cewenya. emas dan surat2 dan kartu nama PT gitu sama KTP dia
hah. gue bingung gue cari jalan ke sana kemari dan akhirnya temen2 nyuruh gue ke EQ (tempat les) dan cari cara ke pak bamz
hahhaa gue cerita ini-itu ke pak bamz dan pak bamz bilang "yang jelas jangan kamu serahin ke polisi. ribet urusannya. jadi panjang."
wah gue tambah pusing. pas gue coba telpon PT ny kata mbanya doi lagi keluar
hadeeeh ==="
gue buntu. trus akhirnya pak bamz turun tangan dan nelvon sendiri. eh pak bamz ngobrol beneran itu orangnya! kerja di situ hahah. terus pak bamz suruh ajak ketemuan. HAAA AKHIRNYA ketemu deh dan gue kasih tuh dompetnya hehhee
selamet deh gue
itu pengalaman banget kayanya nemu dompet begitu dan bisa dibalikin :) hehe
tragic
hey! this is my tragic story
just now Wpro announced they gonna held SM TOWN INA in Sept. the exact date is 22 sept 2012
which is around 1 month to go
and the tragic story is
I DON'T HAVE MONEY!
GOD! HELP MEEEEEEEHH
well more tragic problem is.....
I'm not buying 6JIB yet.... cause yeah I gather my money for 6JIB
and then BAM!
SM TOWN INA will be held 1 month later
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOO??????
even my THR can't cover the ticket price ugh
I can choose. 6JIB later then SM TOWN first
and then this november INFINITE will come to INDONESIA
MY SUNGGYU
MY MYUNGSOO
MY DONGWOO
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHY THIS IS SO CRUEEEELLL ;;;;A;;;;;
seriously huhuhuhuhu
I Want all of that but I can't :((((((((((
please please, let miracle happen! PLEASE
just now Wpro announced they gonna held SM TOWN INA in Sept. the exact date is 22 sept 2012
which is around 1 month to go
and the tragic story is
I DON'T HAVE MONEY!
GOD! HELP MEEEEEEEHH
well more tragic problem is.....
I'm not buying 6JIB yet.... cause yeah I gather my money for 6JIB
and then BAM!
SM TOWN INA will be held 1 month later
WHAT SHOULD I DOOOOOOO??????
even my THR can't cover the ticket price ugh
I can choose. 6JIB later then SM TOWN first
and then this november INFINITE will come to INDONESIA
MY SUNGGYU
MY MYUNGSOO
MY DONGWOO
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY
WHY THIS IS SO CRUEEEELLL ;;;;A;;;;;
seriously huhuhuhuhu
I Want all of that but I can't :((((((((((
please please, let miracle happen! PLEASE
Friday, June 22, 2012
breast cancer
I'm afraid :(
I had this bump in my right breast. up breast I think.
I had this feeling. I had a breast cancer :(
I'm not checking it to doctor yet. because my dad didn't have many time :(
WHAT SHOULD I DO :(((
I had this bump in my right breast. up breast I think.
I had this feeling. I had a breast cancer :(
I'm not checking it to doctor yet. because my dad didn't have many time :(
WHAT SHOULD I DO :(((
expectation
it's hanging with "yaudah sih! GUE MAU AMBIL SERTIFIKAT DULU!"
and that's the end of our conversation. she let go of my hand. harshly. and just walked away.
not even care about my feelings. she was cruel. totally. and I was hurt.
yes, I know I was the one who did this first but actually I had a gut to said "I'M SORRY"
and have a gut to fixed this broken relationship. but, the problem, she won't fixed it. then why should I hope for more?
After that, everything just sooo random. I love being by myself and my friends :)
I still believe relationship called by "Bestfriends" :)
I do.
Even though I met someone like her, I learned from her :)
The problem, I never had 'friends' like her before. who acted so selfish -___-
I'm sorry for hurting you. But I got hurt too....
It's not like I don't want you to become my bestfriend anymore
It's because you won't me get into your life anymore. and why I bother cause of that so much?
You want this. and I make it come true. for you
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
Peter Pan
I know this is ooooollld story. But still, I will always love this story and the movies :)
movies distributed on 2003 which starring Jeremy Sumpter and Rachel Hurd-Wood
You guys can check about them in this links from imdb -->
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1248393/
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0838911/
if you never watch this movie, you should watch it. come on, this movie almost around 9 years ago and that was when I'm in the elementary school but yeah I just figured it out around junior high school and suddenly became my top movies! hahahah I watch it again and again never get bored :D
You should knew who Peter Pan is
Peter Pan is the boy who never want to grow upbut he never regretted for being a kid :)
actually almost all of part of scene when wendy and peter pan together are my favorites, but there's some I extremely love and 2 scenes I hate.
scenes that I hate when peter and wendy had a fought in front of the children. they're being a mother and father ^^ isn't that cuuute kkkk
and the other one when peter denied his feeling. when actually they danced together and suddenly peter left her cause peter lost. he doesn't recognized his feeling towards wendy at that time.
I love the quotes in this movies :)
this is some of best quotes and best scenes :
part when hook can flew and then peter and hook fought in the air but suddenly hook distracted peter feeling by attack his feelings he felt towards wendy
Hook: I know what you are!
Peter: I'm the best there ever was!
Peter: I'm the best there ever was!
Hook: you're a tragedy!
Peter: Me?! Tragic? *smile*
Hook: she was leaving you, Pan!
yes, at that moment before hook kidnapped wendy, wendy was planned to go home. peter left heartbroken.
Hook: Your Wendy was leaving you. Why should she stay? What have you to offer?! You are incomplete! She'd rather grow up than stay with YOU!
Hook took this chance to attacked peter which actually influenced by his words. He were weak cause he was sad to hear what actually Hook said was right. and that's the fact. yes, wendy was planned to leave him. alone.
Hook: Let us now take a peep into the future! What's this I see? this is the fair Wendy? she's in her nursery. The window's shut!
Peter: I'LL OPEN IT!
Peter was tried his best to attacked Hook, but....
Hook: I'm afraid the window's barred
Peter: I'LL CALL OUT HER NAME!
Hook: She can't hear youuuu~
Peter: N...Nooo~~~
Hook: She can't see you!
Peter: WENDY!
Hook: She's forgotten all about you!
Peter: STOP! Please! STOP it!
Hook: and what's this I see? There's another in your place.....
Peter was cried. he hold his tears
Hook: He is called.....Husband
Hook: You die....Alone.....and Unloved!
Hook made peter and wendy saw each other. Peter was in pain. His heart hurt.
Peter was hopeless. He can't do anything. He felt aweful
Wendy: Peter, I'm sorry I must grow up. But, this is yours
and then wendy said she just wanna give a present. last present or Peter. She bent down, and whisper
Wendy: This belongs to you....and always will
and then Wendy kissed him :)
Peter: To live would be an awfully big adventure
When Peter flew, ready to leave after he sent Wendy and her brothers back and other child to have and feel what happiness is, Wendy notice he flew and calledWendy: PETER! You won't forget me, will you?
Peter: Me? Forget? Never!
Wendy: Will you comeback?
Peter: To hear stories....about me
Wendy: But I wasn't see peter pan again. Now I tell his story to my children and they will tell it to their children...and so it will go on. For all children grow up...except one, Peter Pan :)
this is Rachel as Wendy and now :)
this is Jeremy Sumpter now :)
and this is random but I just figured out this pic and just soooo cute they actually close :))
Thursday, May 3, 2012
BACK OFF
gue sensitive? yeeeeesssseeeuuu
gue kesel. hari ini dari pagi tadi setelah makan nasi uduk gue belum makan apa2an. selesai uts gue langsung balik nyampe rumah jam 4 an terus gue dirumah bujing dulu karena keluarga gue belum balik gatau darimana
gue balik sendiri
gue sendiri. gue dirumah sendiri. gue nungguin mereka balik
gue nungguin mereka bawa apaan kek. kan mereka pergi yah
gue laper. gue sama sekali belum makan dari tadi siang
gada yang gue makan
gue udah bilang ke fira suruh bawa makanan atau apa kek yah
dia malah marahin gue balik bilang gue banyak maunya
fine.
Even I don't know why it should be a sin to ask for a food?
Is it a mistake?
when they arrived, I don't even ask.
My called me and I complain why he not brought anything and he said he bought JCo and I said I need food and he thought I never said thanks to him
IT'S NOT I DONT LIKE WHAT HE BOUGHT AND BROUGHT IT'S JUST I'M STARVING HERE!!!
I HATE THIS SITUATION!
DON'T EVEN ACTED LIKE YOU CARE! DON'T ASK and BACK OFF!!
masalahnya kalau mereka belum makan ya gue sih slow yah ini tuh baru tadi siang mereka makan dan mereka sama sekali ga mikirin gue taiiiii!!! gue tau gue udah gede tapi ga gini jg lo pada seneng2. jalan2. gue uts. sendirian pulang
gada yg lebih tai?!
gue kesel. hari ini dari pagi tadi setelah makan nasi uduk gue belum makan apa2an. selesai uts gue langsung balik nyampe rumah jam 4 an terus gue dirumah bujing dulu karena keluarga gue belum balik gatau darimana
gue balik sendiri
gue sendiri. gue dirumah sendiri. gue nungguin mereka balik
gue nungguin mereka bawa apaan kek. kan mereka pergi yah
gue laper. gue sama sekali belum makan dari tadi siang
gada yang gue makan
gue udah bilang ke fira suruh bawa makanan atau apa kek yah
dia malah marahin gue balik bilang gue banyak maunya
fine.
Even I don't know why it should be a sin to ask for a food?
Is it a mistake?
when they arrived, I don't even ask.
My called me and I complain why he not brought anything and he said he bought JCo and I said I need food and he thought I never said thanks to him
IT'S NOT I DONT LIKE WHAT HE BOUGHT AND BROUGHT IT'S JUST I'M STARVING HERE!!!
I HATE THIS SITUATION!
DON'T EVEN ACTED LIKE YOU CARE! DON'T ASK and BACK OFF!!
masalahnya kalau mereka belum makan ya gue sih slow yah ini tuh baru tadi siang mereka makan dan mereka sama sekali ga mikirin gue taiiiii!!! gue tau gue udah gede tapi ga gini jg lo pada seneng2. jalan2. gue uts. sendirian pulang
gada yg lebih tai?!
Sunday, March 11, 2012
this is unfair and sometimes you guys just too much
grow up pleaseeeeee
I wonder if I can said it to them, honestly, sincerely.
you guys think that's even funny to always makes fun of me when it's not even funny AT ALL?
pfffftttt
LOL to my friend who actually thought one of those. PLEASE do RESPECT ME! sometimes your jokes not even funny AT ALL. try to be me. switch!
HAHAHAH this is so funny you guys even not my frieeeennndddsss not just 'usual friends' BUT BESTFRIEND for God sakes! hahahahahahhahahaha
you think that's even funny to makes fun of me? ROFLMAO pleaseeeeeeeee!
think a lil bit IF YOU HAVE ANY BRAINS. and please you guys even already being my bestfriends since long time ago.....enough to makes you guys understand what kind of person I am....
USE your feelings. not like you guys not have those stupid feelings yaaaa! you guys can even LOVE your boyfriend.
when I never said anything that's when I don't even know you're my friend or not.................
yes.....hahahah I even said "I'm ok" when I'm not. at all. hahahhahah this is so funny. sooo dramatic hahahhahahah
how can you're not respect me enough if you think I'm your friends? hahahahaah do you even respect other people enough???!
this is so LOL! I don't even know, it is me or you being so pathetic here HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
GROW UP!
I'm not the same person you guys can even bullied with your act and your words. I HAVE FEELINGS FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!
If you guys don't even know what feeling is then you stupid enough to say "I love my boyfriends" hahahahha
I wonder if I can said it to them, honestly, sincerely.
you guys think that's even funny to always makes fun of me when it's not even funny AT ALL?
pfffftttt
LOL to my friend who actually thought one of those. PLEASE do RESPECT ME! sometimes your jokes not even funny AT ALL. try to be me. switch!
HAHAHAH this is so funny you guys even not my frieeeennndddsss not just 'usual friends' BUT BESTFRIEND for God sakes! hahahahahahhahahaha
you think that's even funny to makes fun of me? ROFLMAO pleaseeeeeeeee!
think a lil bit IF YOU HAVE ANY BRAINS. and please you guys even already being my bestfriends since long time ago.....enough to makes you guys understand what kind of person I am....
USE your feelings. not like you guys not have those stupid feelings yaaaa! you guys can even LOVE your boyfriend.
when I never said anything that's when I don't even know you're my friend or not.................
yes.....hahahah I even said "I'm ok" when I'm not. at all. hahahhahah this is so funny. sooo dramatic hahahhahahah
how can you're not respect me enough if you think I'm your friends? hahahahaah do you even respect other people enough???!
this is so LOL! I don't even know, it is me or you being so pathetic here HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
GROW UP!
I'm not the same person you guys can even bullied with your act and your words. I HAVE FEELINGS FOR GOD SAKE!!!!!
If you guys don't even know what feeling is then you stupid enough to say "I love my boyfriends" hahahahha
Friday, February 3, 2012
worst day ever
really my BB should be repair soon! ><
AAA this is really makes me crazy. I can't turn off ok I mean reboot or even put off my battery from phone cause I'm afraid my phone won't turn on again /foreverloading
I had plan to met up with ka melodi and ka ria today
I MISS THEM SO BADLY >< and they're too
we missed each other like crazy people :D
then since I had some business things with ka ria, yes cheering towel for @IndonesiaWantSJ, ka ria told me to met up at campus b to showed me cheering towel and gave me the other cheering towel which not that best one, so I can sell it. we actually, we can sell it.
me at MOI while ka ria at CP next sunday so cheering towel can be done by that
buuuuuuttt when I'm on my way to campus, alone.
I wanna registrated to turn on my BB service BUT suddenly when I should reboot/put off my battery or reset, suddenly my phone goes blank. it's loading but always ended up with stop in the middle :(
I'm afraid. SO MUCH. I try to turn it on again and again and again and again (2PM song) and it's not working.
I'm freaking out! seriously. I went to campus, at this time when nobody or even my friend already at campus and I had arrived, so how am I supposed to do to inform ka ria and ka melodi about my BB broke, about when and where will we met later
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then I went to campus A first, I thought I could went online and then mention ka ria or ka melodi and then try to talk to them through there. since I don't even remember their number! For God Sake!! ><
then ka melodi the first one who replied, said the meeting already canceled cause ka ria forgot the towel at home. ah yes, I forgot to mention this, when I was on my way at campus before my phone suddenly goes off and won't work, ka ria texted me said she forgot to brought the towel with her then she panicked tried to met up with me tomorrow but I can't and sorry to say this but it's kinda annoying. I know she tried her best but that's her fault to forgot it
not professional. and I was like "how can you even forgot the most important thing???! are you kidding me?" "I'm on my way gee! and you mentioned this too late! or not I'm still at my house, still doing nothing but now I'm on my way. ALONE" "why don't you just back to your house again? that's your fault after all"
but I CAN'T
that's human error. and yeah I can't say anything but the bothering thing is, she kept asked me if I pass west highway? cause she can make it there, since it's near MM but I said I can't cause I went home not with private car but with public car and busway. that's no way
and yeah missunderstanding on and on and on......
then I totally forgot about the final exam hahahaha
when I knew the plan were cancelled, I get back to campus a from campus b. seriously that's totally awkward moment! I'm alone, junior at senior place geeeee -_______-
when I reached campus a, bumped with micelak, tried to threw my emotion at her, but useless, cause she's the type of a people who not 'really listening' what I said even though she said she listened it but I think she's not. so yeah......
then go on with my final exam, doing the best I can while I'm trying the best I can too with my phone, still trying to turn it on when I'm too focused at my final exam......
MY PHONE TURN ON!!!!!!
GOD!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOOOUUU????!! <333333333333
then I suddenly said "Thanks God!! Thanks God!!" and cheered it out loud with micelak lol doesn't even care about my friends said I'm crazy and point at me and laughed at me
My phone turn on!!! :DDD
then I texted my dad before, with micelak's phone, said "dad, it's raining so hard. pick me up"
then he cooly replied "ok"
yeah kinda weird, but I think YEAY! he save my day. hahah so stupid day -__-
when suddenly my dad texted again said "I'm in front of." then I replied "where in front exactly you are? I'm done with my final exam too"
then phone's ringing and......my dad thought my sister who was the one texted him!!!
seriously???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when he realized that wasn't my sist voice he's like "OH! It's not fira? I thought you were fira. I'm at fira's school already, waiting"
I was drowned. I'm the urge of crying out loud, really, at that time. I raise my voice at him at that time since this thing really pissed me off!
It's raining outside!!!! I thought he want pick me up when he actually mistaken me by my sister. gee!!
I were angry and said I won't go home now! cause it's raining. too lazy to go home. and too lazy to dealed with stupid traffic in jakarta!!! and then I hung up his call
wondered around then I decided to go home. thanks God there's not even traffic jam at that time. at that day I thought kkkk~
but when I'm in busway that's totally STUPID
about 3 transjakarta passed me cause they run off gass and should full it ASAP
and I actually wait till 1 and a half an hour I thought
I stay, stood up. waiting like that. and when there's busway, I SHOULD STOOD AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAH EAT FOOD LAH! REALLY!
today totally the worst day I ever had
oh yeah, I'm in my period too and there's no tampon!!!! ISN'T THAT STUPID??????
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHA WORST DAY EVER!!! LALALALALALALALA
nite
AAA this is really makes me crazy. I can't turn off ok I mean reboot or even put off my battery from phone cause I'm afraid my phone won't turn on again /foreverloading
I had plan to met up with ka melodi and ka ria today
I MISS THEM SO BADLY >< and they're too
we missed each other like crazy people :D
then since I had some business things with ka ria, yes cheering towel for @IndonesiaWantSJ, ka ria told me to met up at campus b to showed me cheering towel and gave me the other cheering towel which not that best one, so I can sell it. we actually, we can sell it.
me at MOI while ka ria at CP next sunday so cheering towel can be done by that
buuuuuuttt when I'm on my way to campus, alone.
I wanna registrated to turn on my BB service BUT suddenly when I should reboot/put off my battery or reset, suddenly my phone goes blank. it's loading but always ended up with stop in the middle :(
I'm afraid. SO MUCH. I try to turn it on again and again and again and again (2PM song) and it's not working.
I'm freaking out! seriously. I went to campus, at this time when nobody or even my friend already at campus and I had arrived, so how am I supposed to do to inform ka ria and ka melodi about my BB broke, about when and where will we met later
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then I went to campus A first, I thought I could went online and then mention ka ria or ka melodi and then try to talk to them through there. since I don't even remember their number! For God Sake!! ><
then ka melodi the first one who replied, said the meeting already canceled cause ka ria forgot the towel at home. ah yes, I forgot to mention this, when I was on my way at campus before my phone suddenly goes off and won't work, ka ria texted me said she forgot to brought the towel with her then she panicked tried to met up with me tomorrow but I can't and sorry to say this but it's kinda annoying. I know she tried her best but that's her fault to forgot it
not professional. and I was like "how can you even forgot the most important thing???! are you kidding me?" "I'm on my way gee! and you mentioned this too late! or not I'm still at my house, still doing nothing but now I'm on my way. ALONE" "why don't you just back to your house again? that's your fault after all"
but I CAN'T
that's human error. and yeah I can't say anything but the bothering thing is, she kept asked me if I pass west highway? cause she can make it there, since it's near MM but I said I can't cause I went home not with private car but with public car and busway. that's no way
and yeah missunderstanding on and on and on......
then I totally forgot about the final exam hahahaha
when I knew the plan were cancelled, I get back to campus a from campus b. seriously that's totally awkward moment! I'm alone, junior at senior place geeeee -_______-
when I reached campus a, bumped with micelak, tried to threw my emotion at her, but useless, cause she's the type of a people who not 'really listening' what I said even though she said she listened it but I think she's not. so yeah......
then go on with my final exam, doing the best I can while I'm trying the best I can too with my phone, still trying to turn it on when I'm too focused at my final exam......
MY PHONE TURN ON!!!!!!
GOD!!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOOOUUU????!! <333333333333
then I suddenly said "Thanks God!! Thanks God!!" and cheered it out loud with micelak lol doesn't even care about my friends said I'm crazy and point at me and laughed at me
My phone turn on!!! :DDD
then I texted my dad before, with micelak's phone, said "dad, it's raining so hard. pick me up"
then he cooly replied "ok"
yeah kinda weird, but I think YEAY! he save my day. hahah so stupid day -__-
when suddenly my dad texted again said "I'm in front of." then I replied "where in front exactly you are? I'm done with my final exam too"
then phone's ringing and......my dad thought my sister who was the one texted him!!!
seriously???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when he realized that wasn't my sist voice he's like "OH! It's not fira? I thought you were fira. I'm at fira's school already, waiting"
I was drowned. I'm the urge of crying out loud, really, at that time. I raise my voice at him at that time since this thing really pissed me off!
It's raining outside!!!! I thought he want pick me up when he actually mistaken me by my sister. gee!!
I were angry and said I won't go home now! cause it's raining. too lazy to go home. and too lazy to dealed with stupid traffic in jakarta!!! and then I hung up his call
wondered around then I decided to go home. thanks God there's not even traffic jam at that time. at that day I thought kkkk~
but when I'm in busway that's totally STUPID
about 3 transjakarta passed me cause they run off gass and should full it ASAP
and I actually wait till 1 and a half an hour I thought
I stay, stood up. waiting like that. and when there's busway, I SHOULD STOOD AGAIN!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAAHHAH EAT FOOD LAH! REALLY!
today totally the worst day I ever had
oh yeah, I'm in my period too and there's no tampon!!!! ISN'T THAT STUPID??????
HAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHHA WORST DAY EVER!!! LALALALALALALALA
nite
Monday, January 16, 2012
sorry and thank you
hari ini, seperti hari senin lainnya. gue sangat sangat malas buat workshop
pertama karena workshop mulai jam 10 dan gue males jalan pagi. biasanya malah gue dari rumah jam 10 lha ini -___-
dan yeah, absen gue udah banyak alfa di workshop. but I don't really mind it
jadi tadi pagi gue baru jalan naik busway dirawamangun sekitar jam 10 an. gue nyampe sekitar jam setengah 11 lewat 45 menit. gue udah nyampe kampus, nyampe lantai 6
pas gue liat, gue mau masuk tapi ga enak. gue udah 2 kali tuh sama waktu itu kapan jg gue kaya gini.
krna stau gue workshop cuman sampe jam 11 an jadi gue milih gamasuk
pertama karena gue gaenak sama bapaknya, tar gue dikira ngapain udah telat tetep masuk jadi gue pilih gamasuk.
terus tadi gue akhirnya duduk dan jajan.
gue nungguin anak-anak workshop selesai tapi....kok ga selesai-selesai....
sampe jam setengah 12an.
sampe temen gue pada keluar dan si dian bilang, "tan, lo failed. absen lo 4"
MAMPUS!
gue udah mau nangis. diotak gue langsung KO BISA???
gue langsung masuk ke dalem dan straight to the point, "pak ko bisa saya failed pak?"
"iya, kamu alfa 4 kali sama hari ini. lagi tadi kamu kenapa gamasuk?"
"pak, saya gaenak mau masuk. tadi saya kira bapak selesai jam 11. saya mau masuk gaenak ati, udah tinggal 15 menit lagi, tar bapak kira saya ngapain masuk-masuk kelas bapak gatau diri. jadi saya gamasuk. saya gaenak sama bapaknya. tadi di jalan macet pak."
"ya tadi kenapa gamasuk aja? tuh liat absen kamu udah 4"
"ya ampun pak, saya kira tadi bapak malah ganyampe jam setengah 12. tau gitu tadi saya masuk aja. saya gaenak sama bapaknya. sumpah deh. tanya aja sama micelak, saya aja waktu itu pernah telat tapi saya gamasuk karena gaenak sama bapaknya bukan karena males. saya tadi mau masuk pak. sumpah deh cuman gaenak sama bapaknya"
"yaudah, kamu bapak absenin. udah. udah"
ya intinya gue dibebasin :)
makasih banget banget paaaak
semoga Tuhan membalas kebaikan bapak
itu kalimat terakhir gue sebelum keluar dari kelas
^^
saya bener-bener doain pak dosen satu itu hehehe
dan yeah, gue sangat yakin absen gue tuh udah paling banyak pas pelajaran hari senin doang. sisanya gue jamin gue absen ga lebih dari 1 atau 2
hehehhe
>< nyariiiisss banget hari ini fuuuh
pertama karena workshop mulai jam 10 dan gue males jalan pagi. biasanya malah gue dari rumah jam 10 lha ini -___-
dan yeah, absen gue udah banyak alfa di workshop. but I don't really mind it
jadi tadi pagi gue baru jalan naik busway dirawamangun sekitar jam 10 an. gue nyampe sekitar jam setengah 11 lewat 45 menit. gue udah nyampe kampus, nyampe lantai 6
pas gue liat, gue mau masuk tapi ga enak. gue udah 2 kali tuh sama waktu itu kapan jg gue kaya gini.
krna stau gue workshop cuman sampe jam 11 an jadi gue milih gamasuk
pertama karena gue gaenak sama bapaknya, tar gue dikira ngapain udah telat tetep masuk jadi gue pilih gamasuk.
terus tadi gue akhirnya duduk dan jajan.
gue nungguin anak-anak workshop selesai tapi....kok ga selesai-selesai....
sampe jam setengah 12an.
sampe temen gue pada keluar dan si dian bilang, "tan, lo failed. absen lo 4"
MAMPUS!
gue udah mau nangis. diotak gue langsung KO BISA???
gue langsung masuk ke dalem dan straight to the point, "pak ko bisa saya failed pak?"
"iya, kamu alfa 4 kali sama hari ini. lagi tadi kamu kenapa gamasuk?"
"pak, saya gaenak mau masuk. tadi saya kira bapak selesai jam 11. saya mau masuk gaenak ati, udah tinggal 15 menit lagi, tar bapak kira saya ngapain masuk-masuk kelas bapak gatau diri. jadi saya gamasuk. saya gaenak sama bapaknya. tadi di jalan macet pak."
"ya tadi kenapa gamasuk aja? tuh liat absen kamu udah 4"
"ya ampun pak, saya kira tadi bapak malah ganyampe jam setengah 12. tau gitu tadi saya masuk aja. saya gaenak sama bapaknya. sumpah deh. tanya aja sama micelak, saya aja waktu itu pernah telat tapi saya gamasuk karena gaenak sama bapaknya bukan karena males. saya tadi mau masuk pak. sumpah deh cuman gaenak sama bapaknya"
"yaudah, kamu bapak absenin. udah. udah"
ya intinya gue dibebasin :)
makasih banget banget paaaak
semoga Tuhan membalas kebaikan bapak
itu kalimat terakhir gue sebelum keluar dari kelas
^^
saya bener-bener doain pak dosen satu itu hehehe
dan yeah, gue sangat yakin absen gue tuh udah paling banyak pas pelajaran hari senin doang. sisanya gue jamin gue absen ga lebih dari 1 atau 2
hehehhe
>< nyariiiisss banget hari ini fuuuh
Friday, January 6, 2012
I'm not thin!
hello guys I'm not thin ok!!!
this is stress me out when my dad said I'm thin. too thin!!
wooof
I'm nottttt
ok
I just less eat
since I had a lot of my time at college
and you know what? I just ate breakfast before I go and never ate lunch cause too lazy and don't have enough time to ate. they gave short break just 30 min
and don't want to waste my money to eat hahaha
you know what? I ate a lot actually but I do eat snack not eat for "food" you know what I mean right?
and everytime I reached home, my maid already went home and I'm too lazy to serve my self a dinner then end up not eating
even my maid said I'm too thin! WHAT IS THIS!!
I'm going to gain more weight ok
that's the end of my explanation and don't tell me I'm thin anymore!
this is stress me out when my dad said I'm thin. too thin!!
wooof
I'm nottttt
ok
I just less eat
since I had a lot of my time at college
and you know what? I just ate breakfast before I go and never ate lunch cause too lazy and don't have enough time to ate. they gave short break just 30 min
and don't want to waste my money to eat hahaha
you know what? I ate a lot actually but I do eat snack not eat for "food" you know what I mean right?
and everytime I reached home, my maid already went home and I'm too lazy to serve my self a dinner then end up not eating
even my maid said I'm too thin! WHAT IS THIS!!
I'm going to gain more weight ok
that's the end of my explanation and don't tell me I'm thin anymore!
new year
well hellooooooo
HAPPY NEW YEAR guys hahahah (this is soooo late but I don't care bleeeh)
how's it going? haha there're a some I made a notes about 2011 when I checked about it :D
and sometimes when I don't have anything to do I always re-read it again and laugh and thought how can I be so plain and stupid at that time hahhaha
and anyway, I used to be a college student now! mature enough hahahha (I think)
I'm in the kind of range when I'm not young and not adult enough to be hahah
that's what teenagers is! but I think that's not teenagers anymore pffft whatever
I always shock everytime I know some people and they're moreeeee young than me and suddenly I get envy and want badly switch their age with me beeeeh
I'm still 18 btw but 2 months later I will turn 19
AAAAA give me back my 16 or 17 age again ><
and when I looked back I really through a lot hahahha
don't forget my birthday on 25 march ok
wish me some wish ! hahahah kind of like meet my destiny or meet super junior lmao
ok, I wish you all happy on this year ^^ and good luck!
HAPPY NEW YEAR guys hahahah (this is soooo late but I don't care bleeeh)
how's it going? haha there're a some I made a notes about 2011 when I checked about it :D
and sometimes when I don't have anything to do I always re-read it again and laugh and thought how can I be so plain and stupid at that time hahhaha
and anyway, I used to be a college student now! mature enough hahahha (I think)
I'm in the kind of range when I'm not young and not adult enough to be hahah
that's what teenagers is! but I think that's not teenagers anymore pffft whatever
I always shock everytime I know some people and they're moreeeee young than me and suddenly I get envy and want badly switch their age with me beeeeh
I'm still 18 btw but 2 months later I will turn 19
AAAAA give me back my 16 or 17 age again ><
and when I looked back I really through a lot hahahha
don't forget my birthday on 25 march ok
wish me some wish ! hahahah kind of like meet my destiny or meet super junior lmao
ok, I wish you all happy on this year ^^ and good luck!
Monday, November 14, 2011
14 november
hahahh totally happy so I don't have any idea from where and when should I told you this about :DD
ok, I will tell you from the first I met him :)
He's an officer in busway...
be someone who responsible to guide people and said or told people where the shelter will stop next
the one who guide or stand beside door
you should knew that if you rode busway before :D
it was actually 8 november 2011. that was the day when I'm going home with Adel
The day after she's freaking out cause alvin wont picked her up at campus hahaha
did you remember this one, del? XD
adel said to me she will off busway at matraman shelter. she asked if that's ok with me if she left me alone? hahahaha
she's actually worried person. and I'm actually fine with that :) I'm ok del hhahah
then Adel off at matraman and we separated there.
I'm busy tweeting and saw recent updates. completely doing nothing
and then I searched for something to entertain me at that time
I look around, look outside at the street, look at people in busway
and....
until I saw him.
I freeze for about 5 second and then I texted adel. told her about that guy
an officer at busway
he's totally hot!
I'm freaking happy at that time. Dunno what to do and what should I reacted lol
he's totally handsome. I never ever seen him in my life, I mean saw people who work at busway be an officer hot as him like that!
then adel told me to candid him and YES! I already candid him from the first time before adel told me!
HAHAHAHAH crazy crazy
because I'm not on the exact place and my sitting plane can't took his pic well then I forced it! lol
then the result be like this....
he's (sexy) back LOL
This is when I forced my self to took his pic -___- and be like this
and then that's the end. sorry for blur pic lol. I'm off at arion, at that time I thought "you should ask him to take a pic together!" but I can't. too afraid to do that lol
and then today. today....
my friend, ghazian birthday hahahah happy birthday
today....
today.....
I MET HIM AGAIN!!!
now I will tell you bout today and how can I met him hahahah
today I have a appointment for gathering this saturday at sentul
they said I should go to campus b then I went there today with gabriel
because I'm too lazy to met her at arion so I decided to met her at pulogadung and accidentaly briel said to met there too then we agreed
unfortunately I'm there first before briel so I wait for her there
then I don't know what's going on at busway today, maybe an officer busway have some meeting before they off to work that day
I waited there, at entrance, cause they actually block my way to sat in there. so I wait
and then accidentaly I looked around and met his eyes
for God's sake! IT'S HIM!!!!
he walked around me and then he unplugged his mobile, so I thought he done charged his phone
and then I smiled kkkk~ I'm happy!
I looked him around :3
he walked around and I don't know why he's not with other else hahaha
not long after that, officers busway done with their meeting time and I went in to sat
I sat there and getting bored
but I BBM adel. told her about my accidentaly met with him again today lol
and then I didn't realized I always looked after him
and he's about to off with his shift, off with his busway ><
but before that, he walked and then.......sat BESIDE ME
yes BESIDE ME ><
OMG!
I'm happy! I told adel too that he sat beside me!! lololol
at that time, he's busy with his BB and me too hahaha and I thought "CAN I GET YOUR PIN????!" and adel said like that too with "there's no second chance ya!" hahah but I don't care. I mean, I thought he should be the one making a move lol (like he care????! shot lah hahaha)
at that time, there's a woman, and take a sat beside me. left me
and YES! THANK'S GOD! HAHAHA
I'm getting closer to him hahahha. My shoulders touch his! HAHAHHAAH
but that's not last, he move his body. have a space between us ;A;
and yeah sad....
and then he sat on side line. he moved -___-
and I thought I should candid him! and WATTA
he's the one I bold with red line LOL. THAT'S HIM!!
do you think that's the end? OH NO! ><
cause of briel so late. TOO LATE and I ended up with he's off to work, went with his busway 010 and then I'm there. still waited for briel ;A; end up chatted with other people. actually officer at busway too but he's responsible to wrote and now what time busway til there
I went to campus. chatted with babeh, with fika :) about gathering and yeah I should wear orange shirt!
orange! D-JAK! ><
but what should I do. no matter how hard I begged that's useless ;A; so whatever hahaha
and I went home with briel. actually I want to off at arion and take metromini but briel said it's ok if she's with me took 20A til HI
then I agreed
when we're on dukuh atas shelter. like usually was full of people. push here and there like crazy people -___-
like usually, busway to pulogadung was rarely and we wait for almost 1 hour.
and when it was about to full actually me and briel won't enter cause that's useless. we will did push here and there again inside -___-
so we wait again
and then enter another busway
until we're at arion....? I forgot
that was when I'm getting bored again lol
and looked around and DING DONG!
at first sight, I just curious who is he
and then I look his shirt. he's wore hoodie. red hoodie. and wore headset around his neck
and he's stood near door. actually chatted with an officer there
and then the thing makes me realized was his bandage. ><
he wore bandage at his neck. dunno why but I remembered this thing
and I froze for a second and getting crazy. told briel, right next to me if there's him there! lol
and briel said he's HOT!
oh yeah I KNOW THAT! LOL
until we reach pulogadung, I just look at him. secretly ofcourse! lol
and then we off.
briel told me to ask for his pin
but I DON'T WANT TOO >< TOO AFRAID! GENGSI WOY! LOL
and we wait for him hahahhaahahahah
he took his helmet and actually we're on the front WAIT FOR HIM this is cause of briel!
then I run away cause I don't know what to do. hahaha idiot
and we disscussed it at 20A
he's hot and handsome and bla bla bla hahahha
and then briel said "he must be on his way here!"
"NO WAY!" I said and after that he's there. with his scooter and going through us and we were like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hahhahahah that was happy time :)
today tottaly nice ^^
14 november I'm in love <33333333333
hahahah
PS. I don't even know his name! LMAO
ok, I will tell you from the first I met him :)
He's an officer in busway...
be someone who responsible to guide people and said or told people where the shelter will stop next
the one who guide or stand beside door
you should knew that if you rode busway before :D
it was actually 8 november 2011. that was the day when I'm going home with Adel
The day after she's freaking out cause alvin wont picked her up at campus hahaha
did you remember this one, del? XD
adel said to me she will off busway at matraman shelter. she asked if that's ok with me if she left me alone? hahahaha
she's actually worried person. and I'm actually fine with that :) I'm ok del hhahah
then Adel off at matraman and we separated there.
I'm busy tweeting and saw recent updates. completely doing nothing
and then I searched for something to entertain me at that time
I look around, look outside at the street, look at people in busway
and....
until I saw him.
I freeze for about 5 second and then I texted adel. told her about that guy
an officer at busway
he's totally hot!
I'm freaking happy at that time. Dunno what to do and what should I reacted lol
he's totally handsome. I never ever seen him in my life, I mean saw people who work at busway be an officer hot as him like that!
then adel told me to candid him and YES! I already candid him from the first time before adel told me!
HAHAHAHAH crazy crazy
because I'm not on the exact place and my sitting plane can't took his pic well then I forced it! lol
then the result be like this....
he's (sexy) back LOL
This is when I forced my self to took his pic -___- and be like this
and then that's the end. sorry for blur pic lol. I'm off at arion, at that time I thought "you should ask him to take a pic together!" but I can't. too afraid to do that lol
and then today. today....
my friend, ghazian birthday hahahah happy birthday
today....
today.....
I MET HIM AGAIN!!!
now I will tell you bout today and how can I met him hahahah
today I have a appointment for gathering this saturday at sentul
they said I should go to campus b then I went there today with gabriel
because I'm too lazy to met her at arion so I decided to met her at pulogadung and accidentaly briel said to met there too then we agreed
unfortunately I'm there first before briel so I wait for her there
then I don't know what's going on at busway today, maybe an officer busway have some meeting before they off to work that day
I waited there, at entrance, cause they actually block my way to sat in there. so I wait
and then accidentaly I looked around and met his eyes
for God's sake! IT'S HIM!!!!
he walked around me and then he unplugged his mobile, so I thought he done charged his phone
and then I smiled kkkk~ I'm happy!
I looked him around :3
he walked around and I don't know why he's not with other else hahaha
not long after that, officers busway done with their meeting time and I went in to sat
I sat there and getting bored
but I BBM adel. told her about my accidentaly met with him again today lol
and then I didn't realized I always looked after him
and he's about to off with his shift, off with his busway ><
but before that, he walked and then.......sat BESIDE ME
yes BESIDE ME ><
OMG!
I'm happy! I told adel too that he sat beside me!! lololol
at that time, he's busy with his BB and me too hahaha and I thought "CAN I GET YOUR PIN????!" and adel said like that too with "there's no second chance ya!" hahah but I don't care. I mean, I thought he should be the one making a move lol (like he care????! shot lah hahaha)
at that time, there's a woman, and take a sat beside me. left me
and YES! THANK'S GOD! HAHAHA
I'm getting closer to him hahahha. My shoulders touch his! HAHAHHAAH
but that's not last, he move his body. have a space between us ;A;
and yeah sad....
and then he sat on side line. he moved -___-
and I thought I should candid him! and WATTA
he's the one I bold with red line LOL. THAT'S HIM!!
do you think that's the end? OH NO! ><
cause of briel so late. TOO LATE and I ended up with he's off to work, went with his busway 010 and then I'm there. still waited for briel ;A; end up chatted with other people. actually officer at busway too but he's responsible to wrote and now what time busway til there
I went to campus. chatted with babeh, with fika :) about gathering and yeah I should wear orange shirt!
orange! D-JAK! ><
but what should I do. no matter how hard I begged that's useless ;A; so whatever hahaha
and I went home with briel. actually I want to off at arion and take metromini but briel said it's ok if she's with me took 20A til HI
then I agreed
when we're on dukuh atas shelter. like usually was full of people. push here and there like crazy people -___-
like usually, busway to pulogadung was rarely and we wait for almost 1 hour.
and when it was about to full actually me and briel won't enter cause that's useless. we will did push here and there again inside -___-
so we wait again
and then enter another busway
until we're at arion....? I forgot
that was when I'm getting bored again lol
and looked around and DING DONG!
at first sight, I just curious who is he
and then I look his shirt. he's wore hoodie. red hoodie. and wore headset around his neck
and he's stood near door. actually chatted with an officer there
and then the thing makes me realized was his bandage. ><
he wore bandage at his neck. dunno why but I remembered this thing
and I froze for a second and getting crazy. told briel, right next to me if there's him there! lol
and briel said he's HOT!
oh yeah I KNOW THAT! LOL
until we reach pulogadung, I just look at him. secretly ofcourse! lol
and then we off.
briel told me to ask for his pin
but I DON'T WANT TOO >< TOO AFRAID! GENGSI WOY! LOL
and we wait for him hahahhaahahahah
he took his helmet and actually we're on the front WAIT FOR HIM this is cause of briel!
then I run away cause I don't know what to do. hahaha idiot
and we disscussed it at 20A
he's hot and handsome and bla bla bla hahahha
and then briel said "he must be on his way here!"
"NO WAY!" I said and after that he's there. with his scooter and going through us and we were like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
hahhahahah that was happy time :)
today tottaly nice ^^
14 november I'm in love <33333333333
hahahah
PS. I don't even know his name! LMAO
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
what's going on. help me, please
actually i don't want to bring this matter up
this is totally stupid
when there's someone want to be closer to me
there's something no not just something but 2 person and many more made their argument and told me that he's not the one for me
why should be him?
why why?
actually my sister, she totally annoying and crazy. always getting involve to someone matter and always judge someone from the cover. oh man....
she's totally nonsense. when she said she doesn't like him, when i asked why, she doesn't have any proof or something to talked about
that's totally nonsense right?
I hate her
totally
absolutely
sister, I'm begging you, please....
I know you try your best or you really want to tell me something
but please
use your proper words
not your stupid words and sentence
stop being nonsense
and please be more mature enough to talk with me
this is totally stupid
when there's someone want to be closer to me
there's something no not just something but 2 person and many more made their argument and told me that he's not the one for me
why should be him?
why why?
actually my sister, she totally annoying and crazy. always getting involve to someone matter and always judge someone from the cover. oh man....
she's totally nonsense. when she said she doesn't like him, when i asked why, she doesn't have any proof or something to talked about
that's totally nonsense right?
I hate her
totally
absolutely
sister, I'm begging you, please....
I know you try your best or you really want to tell me something
but please
use your proper words
not your stupid words and sentence
stop being nonsense
and please be more mature enough to talk with me
Sunday, October 2, 2011
hectic schedule
Monday, August 8, 2011
this is the end (2) ?
pembuka udah... sekarang waktunya cerita....
sekarang..darimana gue harus mulai? dari gue suka segala hal tentang koreakah? dari gue yang tadinya cuman suka drama dan filmnya merembet dan merangkap jadi kpopers jugakah?
itu udah lama banget udah 2 tahun jalan 3 tahun gue jadi kpopers. gue freak. gue akuin. gue tipe orang yang selalu bertahan dan 'kritis' dalam suatu hal. orang yang selalu optimis mendapatkan sesuatu tapi pesimis pada saat bersamaan.
gue juga pernah ko segila ini terhadap seseorang atau suatu hal. gue pernah alamin ini sebelum super junior. komik, majalah, novel, segala hal tentang harry potter, segala hal tentang twilight.......
ya walau gue akuin kalau gue ga 'segila' dan 'se-addict' sekarang tapi gue pernah....jadi gue tau rasanya.
gue gapernah ngeganggu hubungan orang lain dengan hal tentang korea gue. untung awal gue emang mencoba ngomongin ini sama temen gue, sama adek gue deh, tapi mereka ga nyambung. kenapa? karena mereka-sorry-"low minded people"-apa itu? orang yang udah ngejudge suatu hal dengan sekali lihat tanpa memandang.
gue bisa tahan kalau orang lain yg memandang rendah super junior. gue bisa tahan meski gue sendiri sakit. gue bisa tahan kalau adek gue ngata-ngatain super junior. gue bisa tahan temen gue bahkan sahabat gue ngatain kaya gimana juga super junior. gue masih bisa tahan. tapi kalau udah bokap gue, gue gabisa tahan. karena...
selama ini dia diem. selama ini dia selalu dukung apa yang gue lakukan. apa yang gue sukain. dia selalu dukung tanpa membatasi gue. tanpa mengekang gue.
bokap gue orang yang mungkin bakal terus ada disamping gue disaat gue paling terburuk pun. cuman dia. dia gapernah nyela super junior atau ngata-ngatain apa yang gue suka. cuman....
dia mengkritik. bokap gue pinter kalau mengkritik orang. berdebat sama gue kesukaan dia dan gue emang suka berdebat. kalau gue sama bokap gue udah berdebat, gabakal ada yang mau ngalah. karena kita sama-sama gamau kalah. kita berdua sama-sama ngerasa bener. sampai....tadi pagi...gue ngerasa kalau gue emang salah. salah selama ini? apa iya gue salah selama ini....?
bokap gue bilang sama gue kalau gue udah gede. udah kuliah. gue harus tahu apa yang menjadi kepentingan hidup gue dan apa yang jadi sampingan dalam hidup gue.
gue tau. gue sangat tau. tapi hal yang bokap gue gatau kalau Super Junior adalah bagian dalam hidup gue. itulah kenapa gue merasa kalau mereka adalah hal utama dalam hidup gue. bukan hal sampingan atau penambah dalam hidup gue.
tapi kata yang paling menohok gue...
gue sakit. gue rasain. ini macem gue harus memutuskan sesuatu hal yang udah gue coba bangun sekuat tenaga gue coba bangun pelan-pelan, pas ditengah-tengah berhenti atau ada yang rusak gue akan pelan-pelan benerin, terus gue bangun lagi. tapi pas denger apa yang dibilang bokap gue itu kaya apa yang gue bangun-bukan runtuh-tapi mulai dikikir dan dikikis. kaya semacem gue harus menghapus ini semua. ga ngapus. cuman gue harus mengurangi apa yang sebelumnya udah jadi sebuah hal "kewajiban" dalam hidup gue. tapi gue harus buat itu jadi hal "biasa" aja.
akankah gue bisa setegar alice?
apa gue juga bisa ngebuat ini semua 'balance' dalam hidup gue?
gue harus kemana kalau ga ada Super Junior dalam hidup gue. alasan paling tepat gue males nyari cowok dan gue gapernah galau sampe kaya orang mau mati gara-gara cowok itu karena, super junior. disaat gue paling down gue ngakak kaya orang gila liat video sama dvd super junior. semua hal dalam hidup gue pasti berhubungan dengan super junior. dan sekarang gue harus ngelepas-ngapus-hal yang efeknya paling besar dalam kehidupan gue.
ini semua keputusan di diri gue. disaat gue butuh arah, disaat yang sama gue hilang arah. HA
life is so funny huh.
there's no such things like 'easy' word when you live in this world
sekarang..darimana gue harus mulai? dari gue suka segala hal tentang koreakah? dari gue yang tadinya cuman suka drama dan filmnya merembet dan merangkap jadi kpopers jugakah?
itu udah lama banget udah 2 tahun jalan 3 tahun gue jadi kpopers. gue freak. gue akuin. gue tipe orang yang selalu bertahan dan 'kritis' dalam suatu hal. orang yang selalu optimis mendapatkan sesuatu tapi pesimis pada saat bersamaan.
gue juga pernah ko segila ini terhadap seseorang atau suatu hal. gue pernah alamin ini sebelum super junior. komik, majalah, novel, segala hal tentang harry potter, segala hal tentang twilight.......
ya walau gue akuin kalau gue ga 'segila' dan 'se-addict' sekarang tapi gue pernah....jadi gue tau rasanya.
gue gapernah ngeganggu hubungan orang lain dengan hal tentang korea gue. untung awal gue emang mencoba ngomongin ini sama temen gue, sama adek gue deh, tapi mereka ga nyambung. kenapa? karena mereka-sorry-"low minded people"-apa itu? orang yang udah ngejudge suatu hal dengan sekali lihat tanpa memandang.
gue bisa tahan kalau orang lain yg memandang rendah super junior. gue bisa tahan meski gue sendiri sakit. gue bisa tahan kalau adek gue ngata-ngatain super junior. gue bisa tahan temen gue bahkan sahabat gue ngatain kaya gimana juga super junior. gue masih bisa tahan. tapi kalau udah bokap gue, gue gabisa tahan. karena...
selama ini dia diem. selama ini dia selalu dukung apa yang gue lakukan. apa yang gue sukain. dia selalu dukung tanpa membatasi gue. tanpa mengekang gue.
bokap gue orang yang mungkin bakal terus ada disamping gue disaat gue paling terburuk pun. cuman dia. dia gapernah nyela super junior atau ngata-ngatain apa yang gue suka. cuman....
dia mengkritik. bokap gue pinter kalau mengkritik orang. berdebat sama gue kesukaan dia dan gue emang suka berdebat. kalau gue sama bokap gue udah berdebat, gabakal ada yang mau ngalah. karena kita sama-sama gamau kalah. kita berdua sama-sama ngerasa bener. sampai....tadi pagi...gue ngerasa kalau gue emang salah. salah selama ini? apa iya gue salah selama ini....?
bokap gue bilang sama gue kalau gue udah gede. udah kuliah. gue harus tahu apa yang menjadi kepentingan hidup gue dan apa yang jadi sampingan dalam hidup gue.
gue tau. gue sangat tau. tapi hal yang bokap gue gatau kalau Super Junior adalah bagian dalam hidup gue. itulah kenapa gue merasa kalau mereka adalah hal utama dalam hidup gue. bukan hal sampingan atau penambah dalam hidup gue.
tapi kata yang paling menohok gue...
"Kamu udah gede tan. kamu harusnya bisa mentingin yang paling penting dalam hidup kamu. papa ngerti kamu suka korea lah pengen kesana lah. tapi mereka itu cuman bagian dari mimpi kamu. bukan sesuatu yg bisa kamu capai. nah mangka dari itu kamu harus usaha, belajar biar bisa dapet itu semua. siapa tau tar kamu udah kerja kamu punya duit/dipindah kerja ke korea. atau ga kalau bisa tar kalau kamu udah gede kamu jadi promotor-promotor yang datengin artis-artis macem super junior gini, iya ga?"
untuk sesaat gue diem. yang daritadi gue bales-balesin omongan bokap gue, gue langsung diem denger kata-kata itu. otak gue langsung meng-iyakan. tapi hati gue langsung ancur. sorry mungkin lebay, buat lo-lo yang ga ngerti. tapi buat gue ini jadi kegalauan sendiri. buat lo-lo yang ga ngerti, mending lo cukup diem dan coba "ngerti". karena buat mencintai Super Junior itu bukan hal gampang kaya lo suka artis-artis hollywood/bollywood yg lo gampang suka tapi lo gampang lupa juga. karena gue bukan lo-lo yang ga ngerti atau bahkan ga coba buat "ngerti".gue sakit. gue rasain. ini macem gue harus memutuskan sesuatu hal yang udah gue coba bangun sekuat tenaga gue coba bangun pelan-pelan, pas ditengah-tengah berhenti atau ada yang rusak gue akan pelan-pelan benerin, terus gue bangun lagi. tapi pas denger apa yang dibilang bokap gue itu kaya apa yang gue bangun-bukan runtuh-tapi mulai dikikir dan dikikis. kaya semacem gue harus menghapus ini semua. ga ngapus. cuman gue harus mengurangi apa yang sebelumnya udah jadi sebuah hal "kewajiban" dalam hidup gue. tapi gue harus buat itu jadi hal "biasa" aja.
akankah gue bisa setegar alice?
apa gue juga bisa ngebuat ini semua 'balance' dalam hidup gue?
gue harus kemana kalau ga ada Super Junior dalam hidup gue. alasan paling tepat gue males nyari cowok dan gue gapernah galau sampe kaya orang mau mati gara-gara cowok itu karena, super junior. disaat gue paling down gue ngakak kaya orang gila liat video sama dvd super junior. semua hal dalam hidup gue pasti berhubungan dengan super junior. dan sekarang gue harus ngelepas-ngapus-hal yang efeknya paling besar dalam kehidupan gue.
ini semua keputusan di diri gue. disaat gue butuh arah, disaat yang sama gue hilang arah. HA
life is so funny huh.
there's no such things like 'easy' word when you live in this world
this is the end?
long time~~~my lovely blogger :((
udah lama banget semenjak gue nulis diblog. ummmmm yang jelas sampai lebih kali yah dari 6 bulankah? hh~~ lama banget yah :)
tapi kalau mau gue sekarang juga udah punya wordpress ko (intaniasahal.wordpress.com) heheh tapi disitu emang gue khususin buat segala tentang korea atau emang bisa disebut tumpahan FF gue hehehe tumpahan segala kreatifitas gue :))
silahkan berkunjung~~ dan gue juga gatau ini bakal ada yang baca atau ga hahaha. banyak sih yg follow semenjak gue ngepost tentang project banner disini hahaha makasih banget yah yang udah follow blogger gue yang isinya aja curhatan kegalauan doang ahahahha thankyooouuu~~
ini cuman buat pembuka untuk selanjutnya gue akan membagi kegalauan gue HA
udah lama banget semenjak gue nulis diblog. ummmmm yang jelas sampai lebih kali yah dari 6 bulankah? hh~~ lama banget yah :)
tapi kalau mau gue sekarang juga udah punya wordpress ko (intaniasahal.wordpress.com) heheh tapi disitu emang gue khususin buat segala tentang korea atau emang bisa disebut tumpahan FF gue hehehe tumpahan segala kreatifitas gue :))
silahkan berkunjung~~ dan gue juga gatau ini bakal ada yang baca atau ga hahaha. banyak sih yg follow semenjak gue ngepost tentang project banner disini hahaha makasih banget yah yang udah follow blogger gue yang isinya aja curhatan kegalauan doang ahahahha thankyooouuu~~
ini cuman buat pembuka untuk selanjutnya gue akan membagi kegalauan gue HA
Saturday, April 23, 2011
SUPER JUNIOR SIGNING BANNER PROJECT
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PROJECT SUPER JUNIOR
Project ini merupakan ide dari Cheonsa Production (@cheonsa_P) yang merupakan Event Organizer all about Kpop. @cheonsa_P mengajak @IndonesiaWantSJ dan @ELF_SUJUisONE untuk bekerja sama sebagai partner. Rencananya project ini akan dilaksanakan 2 kali yaitu hari minggu tanggal 15 mei 2011 dan hari sabtu tanggal 4 juni 2011 dengan project yang berbeda.
1. Project pertama bertajuk “SIGNING BANNER PROJECT SUPER JUNIOR” yang akan dilaksanakan pada tanggal 15 mei 2011 di lapangan banteng dimulai dari jam 10.00 WIB – 17.00 WIB.
Teknis acara ini adalah ELF diberikan kesempatan untuk menandatangani banner sepanjang 110 m x 1,5 m dengan tulisan “WELCOME SUPER JUNNIOR FROM INDONESIAN ELF” dengan foto mereka (super junior) dibawah tulisan tersebut. Project ini membutuhkan donasi dari para ELF maka dari itu ELF dimintai donasi sebanyak Rp 10.000/orang (untuk mengganti biaya pembuatan banner). Registrasi pendataan dan pembayaran LANGSUNG ditempat (on the spot) tanpa transfer.
2. Project kedua bertajuk “Saphire Blue Light Project SUPER JUNIOR” yang akan dilaksanakan pada tanggal 15 mei 2011 di lapangan banteng dimulai dari jam 17.00 WIB – 19.00 WIB.
Teknis acara ini adalah para ELF yang datang membawa LS Super Junior. Saat keadaan sudah mulai gelap maka kita akan menyalakan LS tersebut dan bersama2 menyanyikan Shinning Star dan Song For You (maksudnya adalah lagu ini kita persembahkan untuk super junior dan berharap agar mereka selalu bersinar seperti bintang).
3. Project ketiga bertajuk “Blue Sky From ELF To SUPER JUNIOR” yang akan dilaksanakan pada tanggal 4 Juni 2011 pukul 13.00 WIB.
ELF yang pada tanggal 8 Mei 2011 sudah datang ke lapangan banteng DIHARAPKAN dateng lagi ke istora untuk project ketiga kami (yang nonton ataupun tidak menonton acara KIMCHI) yaitu mereka diharuskan menuliskan permohonan diselembar kertas kecil yang sudah disiapkan dari rumah. Kertas tersebut akan dimasukan kedalam balon dan nanti balon tersebut akan di terbangin bareng-bareng saat super junior datang (balon tersebut kita terbangkan untuk menyambut super junior). Bagi kalian yang sudah terdaftar di project pertama dan kedua kami, secara free kalian akan mendapatkan kupon untuk mendapatkan balon gratisnya. Dan bagi kalian yang baru bisa datang saat project ketiga ini tidak usah khawatir kalian juga masih bisa mengikutinya dengan mendatangi stand balon kami dan kalian HARUS registrasi data dan memberi donasi sama sebesar Rp 10.000. Kalau yang sudah dateng tanggal 15 mei tapi gabisa dateng lagi tanggal 4 juni kami ga maksa yang penting tanda tangan kalian sudah ada dibanner :) tapi kemungkinan memang kalian tidak bisa ikut project pelepasan balon bersama.
DAN
buat ELF yang berada diluar Jakarta, Kalian juga tetap bisa mengikuti acara ini, syarat dan ketentuan :
a. HARUS ngebuat kelompok. 1 kelompok terdiri dari 1-5 orang atau 5-10 orang atau 10 – lebih orang.
b. Membayar donasi dengan
· pengiriman Rp. 50.000,- untuk 1 kelompok yang terdiri dari 1-5
· pengiriman Rp. 100.000,- untuk 1 kelompok yang terdiri dari 5-10
· pengiriman Rp. 100.000, - lebih untuk 1 kelompok yang terdiri dari 10-lebih (satu orang dikenakan harga @10.000,-)
c. Scan lalu kirimkan kertas yang berisi tanda tangan dan wish kalian ke cheonsa-production@hotmail.com
· Tata cara penulisan tanda tangan :
Tanda tangan di kertas berukuran A5 (A5 adalah ukuran kertas A4 yang dibagi 2) dengan sedikit pesan untuk bias kalian atau untuk super junior TAPI TIDAK PANJANG YA alias curhat, kalau panjang terpaksa tanda tangan kalian tidak kita masukkan atau didiskualifikasi.
· Tata cara penulisan wish :
Sediakan kertas A4, tulis masing-masing wish kalian di kertas tersebut. 1 kertas untuk 1 kelompok. Kasih jarak antara wish 1 dengan yang lainnya. Karena nanti masing2 wish itu akan digunting kertasnya dan dimasukan kedalam balon untuk diterbangkan.
Masalah pemberian no rekening kalau kalian sudah pasti dan fix dengan semuanya bisa langsung ditanyakan ke contact person 08988921181 (melodi admin @cheonsa_P) atau 08999252946 (intan admin @IndonesiaWantsuju)
Pembayaran dan pengiriman hasil scan tersebut paling lambat Senin 1 Juni.
DAN
buat kalian yang tertarik membuka stand bazaar bisa sms ke 08998100200 hanya untuk 15 stand bazzar. Dan saat ini sudah 12 terisi maka tinggal 3 stand lagi. Pendaftaran ditutup besok (Grace admin @cheonsa_P)
DAN
buat FANBASE yang tertarik untuk join buat kalian yang tertarik bisa sms ke 08998100200 hanya untuk 15 Fanbase. Dan saat ini sudah 12 terisi maka tinggal 3 fanbase lagi. Pendaftaran ditutup besok (Grace admin @cheonsa_P)
NB :
· buat ELF yang bisa pasti langsung saja datang ke lapangan banteng pada tanggal 15 atau ke istora tanggal 4. lalu buat ELF luar jakarta yang masih bingung DIHARAPKAN langsung menelefon ke contact person yang tertera. masalah disebelah mana tepatnya ketika menjelang hari H akan segera diberitahu.
· SMS yang dibalas hanya untuk pendaftaran bukan untuk menanyakan teknisi.
· Selain itu banner tersebut setelah kita tunjukan kepada super junior ketika mereka datang daripada disimpan ga jelas banner tersebut akan dikirimkan ke korea dengan alamat dorm mereka. Karena pengiriman biaya juga memerlukan dana. Maka kami meminta donasi sukarela dari para ELF, Fanbase dan pengisi Stand bazzar nominal tidak kami bataskan. Sumbangan tersebut akan dimasukan kedalam kotak yang tersedia di tempat nanti.
· Bagi yang hadir menggunakan baju berwarna biru dan membuat #IndonesiaForSuperJunior di twitter dan upload foto kalian. Ayo kita buat tranding topic dan tunjukan pada super junior kalo kita mencintai mereka.
just follow @IndonesiaWantSJ @ELF_SUJUisONE or @cheonsa_P for more info
thanks ELF, there'll always be a miracle if you believed :)
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