breast cancer

I'm afraid :(
I had this bump in my right breast. up breast I think.
I had this feeling. I had a breast cancer :(
I'm not checking it to doctor yet. because my dad didn't have many time :(
WHAT SHOULD I DO :(((

expectation

it's hanging with "yaudah sih! GUE MAU AMBIL SERTIFIKAT DULU!" 

and that's the end of our conversation. she let go of my hand. harshly. and just walked away.

not even care about my feelings. she was cruel. totally. and I was hurt. 

yes, I know I was the one who did this first but actually I had a gut to said "I'M SORRY" 

and have a gut to fixed this broken relationship. but, the problem, she won't fixed it. then why should I hope for more?

After that, everything just sooo random. I love being by myself and my friends :)

I still believe relationship called by "Bestfriends" :)

I do.

Even though I met someone like her, I learned from her :) 

The problem, I never had 'friends' like her before. who acted so selfish -___-

I'm sorry for hurting you. But I got hurt too....

It's not like I don't want you to become my bestfriend anymore

It's because you won't me get into your life anymore. and why I bother cause of that so much?

You want this. and I make it come true. for you

Peter Pan

I know this is ooooollld story. But still, I will always love this story and the movies :)
movies distributed on 2003 which starring Jeremy Sumpter and Rachel Hurd-Wood
You guys can check about them in this links from imdb --> 
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1248393/
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0838911/
if you never watch this movie, you should watch it. come on, this movie almost around 9 years ago and that was when I'm in the elementary school but yeah I just figured it out around junior high school and suddenly became my top movies! hahahah I watch it again and again never get bored :D

You should knew who Peter Pan is 
Peter Pan is the boy who never want to grow up
but he never regretted for being a kid :) 
actually almost all of part of scene when wendy and peter pan together are my favorites, but there's some I extremely love and 2 scenes I hate.
scenes that I hate when peter and wendy had a fought in front of the children. they're being a mother and father ^^ isn't that cuuute kkkk
and the other one when peter denied his feeling. when actually they danced together and suddenly peter left her cause peter lost. he doesn't recognized his feeling towards wendy at that time.

I love the quotes in this movies :)
this is some of best quotes and best scenes :

part when hook can flew and then peter and hook fought in the air but suddenly hook distracted peter feeling by attack his feelings he felt towards wendy

Hook: I know what you are!
Peter: I'm the best there ever was!

Hook: you're a tragedy!

Peter: Me?! Tragic? *smile*

Hook: she was leaving you, Pan!

yes, at that moment before hook kidnapped wendy, wendy was planned to go home. peter left heartbroken.

Hook: Your Wendy was leaving you. Why should she stay? What have you to offer?! You are incomplete! She'd rather grow up than stay with YOU!

Hook took this chance to attacked peter which actually influenced by his words. He were weak cause he was sad to hear what actually Hook said was right. and that's the fact. yes, wendy was planned to leave him. alone.

Hook: Let us now take a peep into the future! What's this I see? this is the fair Wendy? she's in her nursery. The window's shut!

Peter: I'LL OPEN IT!

Peter was tried his best to attacked Hook, but....

Hook: I'm afraid the window's barred

Peter: I'LL CALL OUT HER NAME!

Hook: She can't hear youuuu~

Peter: N...Nooo~~~

Hook: She can't see you!

Peter: WENDY!

Hook: She's forgotten all about you!

Peter: STOP! Please! STOP it!

Hook: and what's this I see? There's another in your place.....

Peter was cried. he hold his tears

Hook: He is called.....Husband

Hook: You die....Alone.....and Unloved!

Hook made peter and wendy saw each other. Peter was in pain. His heart hurt.

Peter was hopeless. He can't do anything. He felt aweful

Wendy: Peter, I'm sorry I must grow up. But, this is yours

and then wendy said she just wanna give a present. last present or Peter. She bent down, and whisper

Wendy: This belongs to you....and always will

and then Wendy kissed him :)

Peter: To live would be an awfully big adventure

When Peter flew, ready to leave after he sent Wendy and her brothers back and other child to have and feel what happiness is, Wendy notice he flew and called
Wendy: PETER! You won't forget me, will you?
Peter: Me? Forget? Never!
Wendy: Will you comeback?

Peter: To hear stories....about me

Wendy: But I wasn't see peter pan again. Now I tell his story to my children and they will tell it to their children...and so it will go on. For all children grow up...except one, Peter Pan :)

this is Rachel as Wendy and now :)

this is Jeremy Sumpter now :)

 

 and this is random but I just figured out this pic and just soooo cute they actually close :))