breast cancer

I'm afraid :(
I had this bump in my right breast. up breast I think.
I had this feeling. I had a breast cancer :(
I'm not checking it to doctor yet. because my dad didn't have many time :(
WHAT SHOULD I DO :(((

expectation

it's hanging with "yaudah sih! GUE MAU AMBIL SERTIFIKAT DULU!" 

and that's the end of our conversation. she let go of my hand. harshly. and just walked away.

not even care about my feelings. she was cruel. totally. and I was hurt. 

yes, I know I was the one who did this first but actually I had a gut to said "I'M SORRY" 

and have a gut to fixed this broken relationship. but, the problem, she won't fixed it. then why should I hope for more?

After that, everything just sooo random. I love being by myself and my friends :)

I still believe relationship called by "Bestfriends" :)

I do.

Even though I met someone like her, I learned from her :) 

The problem, I never had 'friends' like her before. who acted so selfish -___-

I'm sorry for hurting you. But I got hurt too....

It's not like I don't want you to become my bestfriend anymore

It's because you won't me get into your life anymore. and why I bother cause of that so much?

You want this. and I make it come true. for you